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Unto You will I cry, O Lord my rock;
be not silent to me:
lest, if You be silent to me,
I become like them that go down into the pit.
—Psalm 28:1 kjv—
Have you not gone oftentimes to the post office or waited anxiously for the postman, and failed to get the letter you anticipated? Your heart could not quit its sighing for hours. Perhaps this has lengthened out into weeks, till hope dropped exhausted, and the heart grew dazed and dead. Unexpected, undesired silence is awful. We can bear many other grievances better than silence where we expected speech. “She would not speak to me!” My! How the very thought wrenches the heart strings! How the very feet drag along the way, and the hands forget their skill—so quickly does the physical respond to the spiritual.
The cold lips in [continue reading…]
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chapter 10 from the book
Boyhood Memories & Lessons
A Mother’s Day Tribute
Mother had a catechism which was called The Child’s Catechism. She used it for teaching us before we could read. She asked questions, and answered them either according to the book or with her own “Notes” and personal explanations and illustrations. The first question in the book was “Who created you?” The answer was in a monosyllable, “God.”
I have never been able to get away from that teaching. It was in harmony with the Lord’s Prayer she taught me a little later, beginning with the same Person, only the name was changed to “Our Father.” From that day I always believed that God was my Father in the creation sense, and that He was the Creator of all souls, and ruler of this world. I could never believe that I was a “child of the devil.” In sin I acted like a child of the devil, and was on his side, but all this while I was a prodigal from home. While in sin, and I read from the Bible, “All souls [continue reading…]
If you want a happy New Year,
be up to date!
The word for the closing and opening years should be “Up to Date.” We need not sit down in tears over the past which is gone. We had better be on our feet for a move forward. We must some way bring our past up to date, settled, canceled, cleared up to the present, or we will not have a fair start for the New Year. The sooner we actually get our whole past under the blood, certainly, and surely, and have witness to the same, the sooner we will be ready for our tomorrow. We need to be paid up to date and prayed up, and forgiven up, and cleansed up to date, and consecrated up to the [continue reading…]
Copyright 2007, 2019 by Jim Kerwin
A chapter from the book
Sunnyside Papers: Inspirational Sketches
from God’s “Book of Nature”
Bountiful, yes — and thankful!
It is November. We have had an old-time Iowa fall. The charming weather has been just like a northern Florida winter, save the softness and balminess of the air. But doubtless for Iowa, the atmosphere we have had is better for us than that in Florida would have been. What is all right for one part of the country is not always the best thing for the other. Certainly, our fall has charmed everyone; and could it last, no one would care to go to California or to [continue reading…]
What Doth Hinder?
Who did hinder you?
— Galatians 5:7 —
Be ye also enlarged.
— 2 Corinthians 6:13 —
We usually hear it said that growth moves forward with great success after entire sanctification. That is, after the seed of sin, that root of bitterness, the carnal mind, is destroyed, the great hindrance to growth is removed. This is true in the main, and yet we find that many who certainly have that experience have not advanced very rapidly. Yes, we find that hindrances have impeded our own progress in many directions even while we have evidence of full sanctification. When we inquire into the cause of this, we see that probation is by no means ended. The carnal mind being destroyed does not destroy or put an end to all things that hinder us. There are real temptations; there are false teachings of various kinds; there are actual enemies in the field. We find ourselves under pressure. We feel the need of more power. We find much in us that stands in the way of the greatness and richness our souls crave. We see where we have failed. We diagnose our moral tempers better, and see new difficulties. We detect our preference of ourselves and our love of personal ease, and we find little eddies where life easily drops back into old ways unless watched and met with a resolute will and set faith in God. This is not all; the very sources of the human spirit seem to fail at times, and drop into such discouragement, and weakness, and dryness, that we cry out of our very depth for more of God, more of sinking into His will, and less of our own ways. [continue reading…]
Chapter 12 of Soul-Help Papers
“Why art thou cast down, O my soul?
And why art thou disquieted in me?”
— Psalm 42:5 —
…there are discouragements
that seem to fall on us
for which we feel in no way responsible.
We may not desire discouraged days. We cannot wholly control them, but we may limit their duration. Their spell may be broken. In them we are never at our best. They interfere with progress of all things desirable, at least for the time. We may get out from under them as good as we went in; or we may be worsted by their oppression; or we may learn in their school a new road to new victories. Just now we do not desire to inquire how we came into them, so much as how to get out of them or get on through them. [continue reading…]
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Perhaps we have read the old account as something in the past only. It was for the past, and is for the past, but there is a present sense in which it is more true to us than the mere historical record. We too much read the Bible as an old book. If people would try to read it as a present message, having special reference to the individual life and needs, the “higher criticism” business would largely go out of fashion. Just as a present Christ removes all fear about the second coming of Christ as a Savior, a life in which the world has ended never has trouble about the end of the world. A soul who has found out that the deserts of which the Bible speaks are not so much studies of physical geography as lessons on the inward spiritual soul is not much entertained with mementos of the holy land and bottles of sand from her deserts. In the same way, while one may be properly curious as to the real location of Sinai, the greater question is, Have I ascended my Sinai? [continue reading…]
God’s Ways and Man’s Methods
of Becoming Holy, Contrasted
Agreat many people have denominational holiness. They believe in it because it is “a doctrine of their church.” Doctrinally, or in a theoretical way, they advocate it and may be said to favor it. Practically, there is usually a great gap between this class and those who believe in it as an experience, and who hold special meetings for its promotion.
We have taught and do still that holiness is not denominational; that is, it is not the birthright or special heritage of any one denomination. No church has any more right to be holy than another. No one has been singled out by heaven’s order to be holier than the rest; no one has a right to claim it as their special doctrine to the setting aside of any other church order. In this sense holiness is as undenominational as sunlight, or air, or water, or free grace. For us Presbyterians to preach that it is our duty to be holy is right and our bounden duty. But it is equally so for our Methodist brethren, or any other properly constituted church order. Yet we have always thought it in bad taste to go over to some of our sister churches, whose people are not in the experience of holiness, and say to them, “You ought to be holy; it is a Presbyterian doctrine.” We do not think this the right way to preach holiness to the people at large as we find them in our conventions and camp-meetings. As we come in contact with their prejudices, they justly come to think that we seek to make Presbyterians out of them. [continue reading…]
An Unexpected Source of Hindrance
- “If the good man of the house had known in what watch the thief would come, he would have watched and would not have suffered his house to have been broken up.”
- Matthew 24:43
So the Master taught. There is a long list of things that are of such nature that they cannot be prepared for or provided against, for the reason that we do not know of their approach. It is the same way with things that we do not understand or see into.
“If we had known!” How much lies behind these words? In so many things we are called to go out like Abraham, “not knowing.” How many places in life I see now, as I look back, that I started out “not knowing,” and yet thinking I did. There have been many times when I have been brought into incomprehensible places, but not, as I now see, for the sake of these places themselves so much, nor for the sake of being puzzled as to what was to come in the future. This experience is a common feature of all our trials, or testing times. We had never gone that way before, and of course could not understand it. Because we do not understand the trial, it seems all the harder. We cannot have the experience of a journey till we make the journey, however. The mission of trial and suffering necessarily appears hidden, its “peaceable fruits of righteousness” only being discoverable after it has passed. It is this “not knowing” element that hinders us, perhaps, from discovering a very important law of God’s administration in things spiritual. It is this: [continue reading…]
Chapter 13 of Soul-Help Papers
“The earth is full of heaven,
And every common bush afire with God.”
“True spirituality is to see the divinity in common things.”
— Drummond —
How we can reach and retain the seasons
of “open vision,” is a matter to which we give
far too little attention.
Power to look, not at, but through, the things that are seen, is the “vision sight.” Have you found days when your soul seemed to have power to transform almost everything about you, and the commonplace was shown in a new light, and the ordinary was all transfigured? Well, have you ever been able to explain how this was? Have you found any way to bring about and retain this vision condition of the soul? [continue reading…]
God’s Ways and Man’s Methods
of Becoming Holy, Contrasted
In What Sense Sinless?
Sinless and Christian Perfection Contrasted
Adear brother and schoolmate, who is not in the experience of holiness, wrote not long since, inquiring if I “believed in ‘sinless perfection.’” As I understand him, he means by this term just what thousands of other misinformed people mean by it, namely, “You claim to get to a place where you can’t sin.” This is what a great many have charged us and others with holding and teaching, and yet scarcely a month has passed since we began to publish, in which it has been declared and shown that we do not. Now we hardly know how to tell any more plainly than we have in the past four years in our publication that we NEVER HAVE and WE DO NOT NOW teach such a thing; and yet, since so many are dull of hearing, it seems needful to restate this matter again. [continue reading…]
“Waiting” is no uncommon experience, and yet it is not always easy to wait. It is easier far to go, than to wait. To be laid aside, and stay inactive, and hampered at home by an aching, worn-out body, or by a lingering sickness, requires a measure of grace unknown in the rush of life’s battle and the stirring swing of a glorious campaign. Soldiers say the severest test is courage to stand under fire. May it not be, then, that we much need waiting hours, even if there should be in them a measure of real trial? While to want to go, and yet not be able, may be harder than the going, it is not certain that the easiest thing is the best. [continue reading…]
Chapter 14 of Soul-Help Papers
“And I went in the heat of my spirit.”
— Ezekiel 3:14 —
“My heart was hot within me;
while I was musing the fire burned.
Then spake I with my tongue…”
— Psalm 39:3 —
“But His word was in my heart
as a burning fire shut up in my bones,
and I was weary with forbearing,
and I could not stay.”
— Jeremiah 20:9 —
“If you want ‘heat of spirit,’
learn to desire God.”
I have found that inward tone and temper of spirit is much more precious than the condition of the outside weather. A sensitive spirit is a heritage indeed, if only it is sensitive to spiritual things. But woe to that soul whose nature is at the call of every outside annoyance. What an easy time Satan has in keeping such in hot water! If untoward environment meets inward distractions, and tumult of feelings, and unsettled disputes between right and wrong in the home of conscience, peace does not come to rest. On the other hand, if outside disturbances find at the front door of entrance the blessed quiet that the peace of God brings, the battle is all but won. Satan flees at the sight of real inward joy and present consciousness of the applied atoning blood. The peace of a fully saved soul abiding in the light furnishes Satan no ground of entrance. The “way in the way” has no ground upon which Satan can place his feet for any advantage. It is rather in the midst of tumult and inward commotion, when the very floodtide is in by reason of outward commotion and storm-beat, that the tempter seeks occasion to come in on some unsuspected and unrecognized driftwood. [continue reading…]
Resting in Past Achievements
A common cause of delay and hindrance is the constitutional trait of wanting to stop and tent in good places we are brought into. There must be a coming time for crown wearing, and coronation days, but it is after the work is done, and the call has been made “Come up higher.” Now is our field of battle. The watchword is “Go work today in My vineyard” (Matthew 21:28ff). “Over there” we may have our harvest home, and sit down in quiet by the side of the river of life and sing the song of Moses and the Lamb. [continue reading…]